Friday, May 1, 2009

My PaPa Bear :)

Mr.P

Today, I was searching for a job online for a camp somewhere not in Ontario. Mainly in the states somewhere... Upon telling my lovely father that this is what I have been spending my day doing.. He made some guilty ass comment like "why doesnt my little girl want to stay with her father.. im going to be all alone & be a big loser" Now my dad is a goof, an absolute character. We have had our rough patches.. Actually rough months, & years at times.. Believe me, we have seen the worst side of eachother more then we should have. I dont really give this guy much credit.. & I realized today he is a pretty rad fellow. Yes, he does sometimes piss me right the hell off when hes in a bad mood & I just happen to be the only one home, but I dont blame him. I didnt see this guy for 5 months when I went away to Alberta, & seeing him in January when him & his Gf made a visit was probably one of the most exciting times ever. I love my dad. I had a shit childhood & im lucky my dad was around to kinda keep me in line. I have never wanted to let my dad down, but im sure I have, Ive always tried to be the best I could be for him. I have one thing that I DONT thank my dad for, but it does put some comedy in our lives & he still uses the nick name to this day. "Stink" yes, that is what my lovely papa calls me. I guess he really hated changing my diapers & well thats the name he came up with. So thanks dad for giving me the most humilating nick name ever. Funny thing is.. ive had boys over & friends over & it never phases me that he says it infront of them.. haha ohh im a good sport.

Even though you dont read this...
I Love You Daddy<3

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